WHOA!! DRAMA IS THE BEST!!

ITS A NEW ONE!


School is Bla!
but
DRAMA WAS A BLAST!!!
I dont wanna talk about the subjects, all so boring :)
so i'll proceed to the BEST part..
Ate Steffi and Gerryl are gonna try out for drama today :)
So, there's gonna be two more Filipinos in our Drama Club :)
YAHOOOOO!!
At first Gerryl doesnt want, he kept on changing his mind
but in the end, he still went :)
The first thing I heard and the first face i saw
was DIN!!! and what i heard from him is teasing...
he is teasing me and gerryl like a couple, (all the usual)
which is crazy because were cousinzzz!! doi?
I pulled his hair, then suddenly he said, Hakim told him to say that. So I went over to Hakim and pulled his hair too :)
Then he said Din was making up stories... hmmmph
So, I looked at Din then he ran :) hehehehe
Even Lorenzo is taking part of it..
Then bla bla bla...
then when the casted members were reading out their scripts.. we went through Wadiah's lines, but she wasnt around that time, So I turned to Jeffrey and asked "Where's Wadiah?"
then suddenly Meldy asked him too, then Hakim, Din, Lorenzo... then DR. FANG!!! hehehehehe! what a laugh we had!!
hehe, then he said..
"u know, young man. u are too young for this kind of things.."
and everyone was laughing.
Then he called up Wadiah (cellphone)
then while we were laughing, there was a sudden pause then we heard Jeffrey said, "Hello, Wadiah?"
So, oooohhh everyone was going crazy like oooh!! :)
Then, he went outside.. then Dr. Fang is imitating his accent and it was so funny XD
Then few minutes later, Wadiah came in! XD
And of course, everyone was like OOH!! XD hahahaha
It was so wild and crazy!
Then Me and Jeffrey were picked to be the PHOTOGRAPHERS!
WOOOOOO! no pay* XD
Then we did some exercises.
Took pictures.. of course.
Listened to Dr Fang's hilarious jokes.
And had fun!

end of story


-this ends here \m/

WHOA, TODAY WAS FUN :)

ITS A NEW ONE!


I gotta admit, today is kinda fun :)
though, there's a lot of hating and some "words"
XD
English bla
Science bla

At D&T
we were just doing a project for the bookends bla bla bla..
there's a lot who called me by my name and not by
"OI" "YA" whatsoever hehe
Faiz called me adrienne and asked me for eraser
Henry called me yen and asked for ruler
Firdaus feels like a gangster, (that he's not)..
I was looking at his work, and he kept on saying
"whatcha looking at, punk?"
and everytime he says that something bad happens...
Like the first time he said that his paper work flew to the ground.
The next time all his paper works flew to the ground
I was bust out laughing!! XD hahahahaha
THATS CALLED "KARMA" DUDE!!
MS. Tan got pissed .. then when we greeted her and said thank you bla bla
Firdaus said "how are you today" instead of "have a nice day"
so everyone was giggling.. XD
CME bla
I got scolded for selfishness (ugh)
I didnt know that taking ur own CME file and not caring about anyone else's file is wrong.. :'(
Literature did a test, A FREAKIN HARD TEST..
kinda freakin hard I meant.. :)

"I am neither weak, nor strong
but admitting i'm wrong
is the strongest thing I've ever done in my whole freakin life!
:) smiles"


end of story




-THIS ENDS HERE :)

WHAT THE ....?

ITS A NEW ONE!


I woke up late because I slept late.
Maths bla
English bla
Literature is quite nice, but the only thing I liked is the part where Mr. Fairuz shared us a story about boob-chocolates :) he was at this store, a chocolate store and he was taking a video of it via handicam (i think) then he saw the most interesting chocolate he has ever seen. A chocolate shaped like boobs!! :) there was a chocolate flavored one, milk chocolate and the milk chocolate has a kind of slogan "with milk inside" so every1 was laughing!!
History - my group presented boo*
Recess
Fiona and her gang kept on staring at me
(i know i'm hot,stop looking ^_^)
Then she stopped by Asyura,Meldy and Sabrina's table and said she wants to "kill me" haha..! GET IN LINE!!
there's a lot before you! then still she and her gang kept on staring and staring and staring..
then went up the hall
played the piano (badly) then Gerryl went up Freddy, Hirman, Reuben, Firdhaus, Sherealyn went up..
Then reuben was throwing the shuttlecock at me.. then i threw it back and threw it some place else.. then went to my line.
Few minutes later Fiona and her gang was standing up in front of me like a bunch of mean dogs.. wanting to grab me and eat me like a piece of meat! :P hehe! come and get me... :D
Well, I know I was wrong about the spamming thing, I started that so umm... hahaha! NO BIG DEAL 4 ME.
i don't really know who started it but for all i know "her" friends was the first to comment and talk rubbish on my friendster page. I may have said some wrong things or untrue stuff but thats what I heard. (Blame the rumor-spreaders people).
Then Gerryl said to me that he could see Fiona's lips were shaking.
heheheheh! XD so was mine but its unnoticeable. :P
for God's sake this is not my first fight ever since I got into school. I've been in a lot of conflicts, controversies.
And it always started when I'm defending someone from someone :) And it always ends up bad... :'(
ok... Then as the good student (??) I said sorry and I admitted that I was wrong and I really want to put this thing behind our backs and forget ALL OF IT :)
I am nice u know, stupid, weird but nice... ask my friends, they know I'm siao... XD but I don't want people getting in my way, because its rude. :P hehe...
If only we could start over.. :)

end of story...


I caught Zhi Wei sleeping on cam!

-this ends here

DAMN,

ITS A NEW ONE!


what the ....?
what a bore..
its so boring today.
Music, we were learning a song called "Shine for Singapore"
and I always see that music video on Channel 5
so it was easy learning the song :) for me
And I was one of the people who got picked for CHOIR
! wow !
its like A DREAM COME TRUE! bwahahaha yea right.
band is nice but choir? uhh..
i left my choir when i was in grade 3! then here comes another one
and this time its gonna be more frustrating.
*I AM SO SHY!*
at maths its bla..
Science, i got kinda annoyed at mr ling because he kept repeating and repeating and repeating everything he says over and over and over again... but he laughed today.. dunno y
geography is so boring, bored to death
but i paid attention because mrs, whiteway is always looking at me..
cannot look away, cannot close my eyes.. she'll notice easily . :)

RECESS .. bla.. LUNCH bla..
before lunch me,reuben,gerryl and hirman went to the science lab to get reuben's pussycat.. but it wasnt there, dunno where the hell the pussy is now.. hahaha! reuben got so emo.. then ate lunch with gerryl.. we ate OHEYA again .. then HAKIM and DIN were annoying us,
"couple huh?" "nice couple"
i'll get u on thursday punks.. :) just wait...
Daniel was there also. I told him that I was forcing Gerryl to join DRAMA
but unfortunately, Mr. Anaque already has 2 CCA's and doesnt want to quit any of it.. darn, i was so close to persuading another FILIPINO to join DRAMA :'( so close...
then SMART is such a bore. Pedro used my skirt and "the opening" as a goal something (floorball) theres no goalkeeper... XD hehehehe... so close
then Reuben was holding a compass and a cutter and he was jokingly *poking* well not exactly poking but its like uhhm,, i dunno..
then gerryl got OA.. or maybe its normal, that he has a PHOBIA for sharp things. I dont think Reuben can actually do that, well, i think he can..
but ... ahh nevermind... :)
GERRYL WAS SO SCARED :) of course, when theres a guy with a sharp object in hand, whats ur initial reaction?? hahahaha.. if someone's about to stab u, will u just stand there and watch as he comes near and kills u? right right right?? I'M SO RIGHT! :)
then minutes after that.. the thumbdrive thing happened.
I was asking Firdhaus(pedro) my thumbdrive, i was asking it back for my group's presentation for freakin history tmr.
and he wont give it back, he was asking for chocnut
(a very disgusting chocol8) in xchange 4 d thumbdrive.
i was starting to get annoyed. he still wont give it back. so annoyed. still wont give it back. then i was asking why? then he said, i dont want, i asked why louder and one more time then when i was about to shout so loud,
Gerryl showed me that the thumbdrive was in his freakin hands!
i was so irritated, violated, whatever u wanna call it
PUNK'D!!!!!!! thats the right word.
"HI, MY NAME IS YEN AND I JUST GOT PUNK'D"
hehehehe.. nice one dudes.. :) \m/ rock on!


end of story..
pictures time :)


Asyura and Sabrina.. at d music room :)

its not taken today and i got it from hirman.. :) nice huh no :) hehe

this sux... :P my freakin face sux...:) rock and roll though :)! \m/

-this ends here :)

FLOWERS IN THE DESSERT :)

ITS A NEW ONE!



today we went to a show, an NYC show.
Hakim and Daniel was on it :)
Evelyn, Rengie and ME are the ones going to the show :)
we met each other at Yishun Mrt Station :)
then
we were on our way to SOMERSET :)
I was hoping to see someone there, but my hopes were shattered :'(
I took some pictures (of course)
then we talked and joked around :)

then when we reached SOMERSET
we were kinda lost...
I was talking to Meldy on the phone and SHE WAS GIVING US WRONG DIRECTIONS! When she said left, we were supposed to go right.. and vice versa ! :) Evelyn and Rengie wanted to kill her :) so they will on Monday ! :) hahahahahahaah
Then we ran, because we were already late :)
damn it was like PE :/
then when we reached the place, we went inside
and saw the people :)
Daniel was holding a stuffed piggy :) hahahahaha so nice
he told us not to laugh because that will lose his emotion and concentration

Then the Play started..
then the Play went on and on
Then we had a 15 minute transmission
Then the Play started again
Then it Ended :)

It was the best play ever!! well, it was the first one I've ever seen so :)
IT rocked! Hakim and Daniel rocked the show :)
\m/ it rocked totally rocked :)

Then it was time to go home :'(
It was one of the best times of my life here in Singapore :D
Then going to the mrt station, Abigail was there, we were kinda stalking her but were going the same way she's going so its not exactly stalking :) haahahaha
Then at the mrt station....
There was this old man doing aerobics or something, he should really try out for the circus (peace)

end of story

i was kinda hoping to see him ...
but destiny was so cruel today..
he disappointed me... :'(
it doesnt matter.. i see him almost everyday
XD

-this ends here

ITS GETTING EMOTIONAL AROUND HERE!

I dunno why I tend to get so emotional sometimes...
earlier we went to Northpoint, I was so quiet...
I cannot understand. I was feeling so unhappy. I wanna cry.

Days before that, I talked to my aunt Aileen who stays in the Philippines.
She asked me what I want for my birthday.
I said N95 (jokingly of course)... then she said, "how much is that? if it goes above 1500 pesos, I cannot buy."
So I said, anything then, how bout a t-shirt?.. I love t-shirts especially the ones with music written on it! hahaha... I'm a rockstar ya know? XD

Then I had a sort of flashback, one of my birthdays, I remember waking up to one of my aunts telling me "Happy Birthday! I Love You!" I even remember when my mom told me that. No feeling can compare to those five words full of love and meaning said by someone so dear to you...
And also the days when I wait for my grandpa's car to arrive and I can see them from my room's windows.. Then when they finally arrive, I go outside, and carry either one of my cousins, James or Simon... they're toddlers, so they're very cute and cuddly, also my other cousin Gio. whose 5 so he's pretty annoying now :) but still, he's my only irritating cousin, i remember the times we used to fight, we both cry over something, like the tv remote, the cellphone, James' or Simon's toy! hahaha... so yeah, I just miss them.. maybe thats whats wrong with me

Maybe I'm just homesick and even my own father doesn't understand...
He cannot understand me, i cannot understand him. So its total chaos.

ryt now I'm drowning in tears, cuz I just got scolded by my dad because of my behavior.
I don't know what I did wrong, but AGAIN, I'm the wrong one.
They just don't understand the days when I just feel so unaccepted, so alone, so sad and rejected. No one understands that, but me.

Maybe I'm insane, i mean, after all the things I've been through,
traumatic incidents,emotional tragedies, How could I possibly not be sad?? I miss my life, though its not satisfying, I miss it.
I am never satisfied with anything, thats the problem with me.
I dunno how to deal with stuff.

I wish there's someone there, willing to lend a helping hand.
Try to save me from the pit!

I wish I can fly you know, no matter how long it takes to fly, I wanna reach Heaven and say "Hi" to my dearest mum :)
:'(
enough of this. I'm out




-this ends here :'(

ONE OF THE BEST FRIDAYS EVER!

I cant believe I'm saying this but
TGIF!
Thank God Its Friday

Glenn Lim was here again for Assembly and shared us another story
We didn't run for PE. (woo!)
We just did some stretching..
that I somehow enjoyed..
We did sit ups, long jumps or
something and the reaching something XD haha,
I dunno what they're called...
I hope I passed... ('-')

At PW as usual its chaos.. I cannot think of a
better design for the theme Singapore Defence...
Mdm. Jariah scolded us for drawing "stick men"
XD whahaha...
then
Ying Xuan cried but I dont really know what the reason is..
they were all speaking and shouting in Chinese..
i hope i could understand but too bad I cannot
aww... then that got us into trouble.

so for Maths...
its just scolding and scolding and nagging and nagging..
so we lost a lesson.
Mr Ho was so mad at us... so after SMART on monday, we stay back for one hour .... :'(

For Science
We went to the Science Lab! (yeah!)
Gerryl was so irritating saying
"oh it smells like a crab here, change place change place"
(he was pulling me away from my chair) XD
then we did an experiment..
an unsuccessful experiment that neither
of us had completed and done! :D

blah blah blah

now its time to go home!


MAKING A SHOUTOUT TO MELDY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
MWA MWAHS..




-this ends here :)

BREAKING HEARTS SHOULD BE ILLEGAL!!

I actually learned something today..
When I let people intimidate me or get to me,
they will take advantage of that and will not have second thoughts of hurting me.
And now, I am seriously NOT afraid of Reuben anymore.
Its either I laugh or smile at everything he says or just ignore.
Because days had passed, and little by little i understood their attitudes and their intentions. It wasn't easy figuring it out, but it was worth it XD

Reuben is seriously not the guy to mess with, he started hating me when I complained to my dad about him and about bullying me and that bothered me like HELL..
(if u read my previous posts, u'll know)
he also doesnt want his face to be on youtube,! XD he doesnt want to be exposed.
if u hate him, he'll hate you more! XD seriously...
He gets what he wants, dont get in his way
hahaha... I'm still trying to figure out the other sides of him.
he keeps calling me "chi bai" and "prostitute"
I'LL EARN RESPECT, I HOPE.
i dunno if he's a pervert or what..
and Rahimi is this guy who trips me, pats me on the back, and shouts and gives out mean stares, thats what i want to find out now...
I'll get there :D

FUN FILLED DAY

It was actually fun today! XD
we had our health screening..
it cut off EL..
Everyone was taking pictures..
full of catastrophes
XD
And of course, as the Paparazzi
I would never miss out on a camera-fun opportunity XD
I loosened up today
Reuben is still being mean, but i took everything he said as compliments, and just ignored.. If I let him get to me again
I'll just end up crying again ! XD hahaha
oohh yea, Jeffrey went to school today.. XD
then uhh..
D&T is also fun, we took a test then after that, everything was up and going XD
At science, Mr. Ling gave us our test papers
I scored 24/30 ! XD wooo! for the first time! hahaha I passed!
such a nerd huh? XD haha
CME , we dont have lesson... Mr. Ho just distributed the class picture that I'm not a part of! XD haha... jk
But I gotta admit, they're pictures are damn awesome!
Everyone looked so good and funny XD .. compared to the pips back home, they are not as humorous as these guys! SO NICE!
I seriously love the pics, (I want!) XD

-this ends here....

LOL seriously

-English subject

we had a spelling test...
we exchanged papers when we were about to check
(first mischief)
the last word(s) to spell was "charged with homicide"
then GERARD wrote.. "charged with home inside"???
i mean? what the...? hahahahah! funny!

-History subject

we were grouped into six people
Alan,Freddy,Gerryl,Chun Yip
Kai Chun,Zhi Wei and Me composed the
"puckers group"
we had too much people in our group.
Freddy and Chun Yip had a little fuss
Chun Yip was shouting words in Chinese
Gerryl and I were looking at each other,
anxiously wanting to know
what the hell they were saying..!
it would've been so cool when we
understood every word they said!

Freddy!!! translate for me please! haha....

-SMART program

we were at the library to do our hwk in literature
Alan,Freddy,Gerryl and I were at one table...
we were having so much fun talking and
talking and talking nonsense
then suddenly Freddy here, crawled down the table...
I said "what the hell are you doing, pervert!"
even Gerryl got a little conscious about himself! hahaha...
hahaha, then he bumped
his head on the metal part of the table! (ha!)
then he stayed under the table for like 5 mins... hahaha

then after SMART, I went with Gerryl to find
a teacher he owes money to :D
I played with his phone while he was away..
then went home with Ate Steffi,
ate Ara, Gerryl, Freddy and Firdaus...


-this ends here

I'M SUCH A CRY BABY :'(

Hahaha...
I cried at school again XD
(trip trip ko lang)
Rueben poked my cheeks with his middle finger
(his nails were long btw haha)
I think I made him mad because I uploaded a video with him on it last Sports Day
at youtube..
How come, my classmates back home loves being on youtube,
I guess here is different.. :D

I'll just go with the flow

I told my mum about it
and she said, one more strike they will
march down to school and talk to him
they told me to just stay away from him and ignore him
but he says a lot of offensive things that i don't even understand
hahahhaha.... he's the one who called me a cry baby XD
What's happening to me??
the last few days, I've been afraid of Reuben like hell!!
but now, its just too much...
he's asking for a fight
he's a guy, he can hurt me, he can spank or punch me
but i really dont care anymore
I want to get out of his way but he's getting in my way!!
I'm a tough guy now...

hahaha..
come and get me, Reuben...
I'm gonna tell my dad!!
XD
ok, enough of that,

i'm gonna talk about Shrek's wife, Fiona
she and her gang are starting to piss me off
I told them
"lets just get out of each other's way"
but she's giving me mean faces and like she's also asking for a fight
what should i do?
ignore
fine, i'll try... but i'm very impatient,
i'll try not to look at them tmr
but they will talk about me,
rumor rumor rumor
haahahaha, i'll try not to care XD

"if its a fight they want then its a fight they'll get"

-this ends here

Yes, I wanna be accepted, but I dont want to be hated. :(

School is okay today.. :D
It was kind of dramatic..
but at the same time,fun.. :D

before assembly, I was chit-chatting
with ate Steffi, ate Ara, and Shenead...
because the gang was talking in chinese
and I was feeling kinda lost.
Ate Steffi had a lot of stories!
she is so nice and fun 2 be with!! :D

At music, we did a music test.
I was still afraid of Reuben so I was kinda,
moving away from him..
but we sang a duet during the test.
we were both singing the high pitch tune.
hahaha! thats all I have to say
we took a picture by the hut ..
but its too blurry. :D

At Maths..
Chun Yip and Gerryl were throwing tissue balls at me..
or sumthing..
I seriously dunno why I cried.
they threw those at me for like 3 times, then I broke down
I turned to my right and saw Meldy.
I kind of, shouted her name..
"MELDY MELDY,"
then I yelled MAMA !!!
then tears where about 2 drop from my eyes.
I just broke down.
I feel so disrespected..
I never really did anything bad to Chun Yip..
so bad.. :'(
Then people were trying to cheer me up..
Firdhaus,Amirul,Evelyn,Meldy,Sabrina..
were saying, "yen you okay?"
then i said "yeah, I'm GOOD, waste of time and tears"
seriously, it was just a waste of time...

so, I was a little pissed..

Recess..
I was pissed, right?
So, I was kinda drawing myself away from the gang..
I was walking fast..
I was looking down
then I reached my destination..
"THE TABLE!" haha
then Alan came and sat down...
Shirley, Freddy, Reuben, and Gerryl came along
they were asking me..
"eh, what happened to you?"
"whats wrong?"
then Reuben said
"so emo"
haha yea right..
I wasnt in the mood to talk or socialize with anyone then..
:D coz i was pissed with the throwing thing.....
So we talked, asked me whats wrong.
I said, Gerryl was the problem..
*:'(*
I was staring at stuff...
feeling lyk a fool..
Reuben was fooling me..
I stared at the door
he said"thats a door"
i stared at the clock
"thats a clock"
I stared sumwhere else
"thats Chun Yip"
tsk tsk tsk.. :P
I admit, that was kinda funny.. :D

all the other stuff was blah..

-this ends here

MUSCLE SPRAIN. AGAIN???

Am I gonna have this sprain
in my legs and thighs every freakin saturday???
I cannot really run..

PE is killing me...
this will be the reason for my death.. :(
(pero lm ko sisisihin ko, kpag namatay ako haha)

seriously, right now, I'm finding it hard to walk
:( *sob*
just lyk last time.. :(

then I gotta run again next week
because I failed yesterday (friday)
:( omfg...

(i wanna cry so bbye)



-this ends here

another Friday, another day to suffer!!!

Back in the Philippines,Before our Morning Prayer,
The teacher will say
TGIF = Thank God Its Friday
but how come here, its exactly the opposite???
hahaha, i have no idea..

When Mr Donny Lee said that there will be
PC LESSONS,
I thought that would take all day
and would cut off PE class..
but it took like 5-10 mins..
:(

I saw Ms. Chua again...
there should be training for this runs that she puts me through..
I'm gonna be honest.I dont like PE
PE back home is nothing compared to PE here...
We dont have long runs like that.Hell, we don't even run..
We just play games, or badminton, basketball, or anything.
but there are no 2.4 kilometer runs.

I failed the NAPHA test or something
so I gotta run again nxt week...ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh...
I just couldn't run fast enough on time.. Its total suffering..
I thought I could but it was so damn long!!
I cannot expect me running that kilometers in limited time.
Others can do it... because they're used to it.
I cannot understand..
Nakakabwiset talaga yang gurong yan..
:( kaya twing biyernes bad3p ako..

and after the run, Ms Chua really said something to us (Gerryl and me)
That kinda pissed us off..
we were talking about the race, and how we failed it. Then she was right behind us Then she said "SPEAK IN ENGLISH"
I wanted to say,We are Filipinos,we have the right of speech
to speak in our mother tongue.
I cannot understand why she said that!
We don't tell other kids to stop talking in Chinese,Malay,Tamil..

why us?? :(

ugh... don't be a racist..
:|



-this ends here

could this day get any worse??

I am gonna start my blog from
what happened last night...
When my dad got home from work,
we hurriedly set up the table so that we can eat dinner, because it was half past 9 already.
They asked me "how's school?"
Then I said, "someone's bullying me"
Then my dad got this serious face like
he wants to bend the spoon he's holding in his hands...
Then he said "why are you letting people bully you?"
Then I just shrugged my shoulders.
Then I told them the names of my bullies...
I said "Freddy and Reuben punched me in the arm.
Earlier at arts, I was walking with Freddy,
I didn't know how it actually started but for
all I know he just started punching me,
the first few punches wasn't that hard,
then I ran laughing .. haha, I treated that
like it was just a joke because I know by
that time we were just toying around with each other.
But then, we exchanged punches...
Then it started to get hurt..
None of us would stop, and since
I want to have the last punch,
I didn't stop also..
Maybe it was also my fault because
I told Freddy that
"I am not a girl, so come on punch me"
because by that time, he's mad at me for
swinging hard that hit his stomach...
Maybe he just wanted to get back at me...
So I let him, but the last punch was so hard,
I nearly cried but I dunno why I laughed,
I am so siao... :P
Then the thing with Reuben is he
hits anybody.
I don't know why he hit me yesterday after lunch..
but that was two times, to whole punches from a
"small but super terrible boy"
So, it did hurt... but not for long....


then....
My dad got so mad, he said he'd go
with me to school and complain to the teacher...
seriously speaking...
I really don't want my friends to get into trouble,
because I know they've caused a lot of trouble,
I don't want to get someone expelled for something
I think was my fault...

So after dinner, I sms Freddy , I said
"I apologize in advance for whats gonna
happen tomorrow, 2 u and 2 Reuben"
Then he called, sobbing...
askin me why I told my dad...
then he wanted to speak with my dad,
so I gave the phone to my dad.
They talked.............. And dad said,
"I don't want this to happen again.
Do I have your word on that??"
haha, I actually felt loved because I think that
was the first time that my dad defended me from
something, or maybe because I was never bullied before...

So, me and Freddy are okay...
but Reuben is still getting ready for his revenge..
his vengeance....



PE SUBJECT IS A KILLER!!!
I am a Filipino I have the right of speech to speak in my Language.!

-this ends here

Loosening up is my main goal for now :P

I am gonna have the best time of my life
once I figure out how to deal with their attitude.
Gerryl's attitude is really
uhhhm... well, uhh... ahh...
Just don't piss him off, he'll do worse :P .
but this cousin who hates me guy,
is really damn nice, once u get 2 know him,
but sometimes huh, he's really moody,
because the class kinda ruins his day :P
but I understand... This class can be as
cruel as a ...... uhh... I don't really know....
but it can be cruel, trust me!! :/ Then uhh..
Freddy, hits girls now! :) .... or maybe just because I am no longer considered as a girl :P
hahahaha! Reuben is still the same old perv
who says the same old pervy stuff that
I somehow find funny... HE ISNT SERIOUS IS HE??
Then he punched me in the arm as well,..
Freddy here, punched me in the arm
for a lot of times, so i hit him back then
he hit me back, then i slap him back,
then he slapped me back, It hurts a bit,
thats always the initial reaction, but then,
after like 2 minutes, its gone.
Then he keeps bragging that, thats
not the total punch yet...
(you haven't seen the last of me! mwahahhaha, evil sia!)
Reuben hits like a uhhh..... i dunno,
lets just say that he hits hard, lets
just say that Reuben's punch is
stronger than Freddy's punch,
but Freddy's hurt more than Reuben's.... :P
I hope my arms don't bruise tomorrow! :/
if otherwise, I wont have the same
strength to beat them up tmr... :(
and that isn't fair, I wanna be a girl now..
I dont wanna be bullied anymore sia!! :/
its not that I'm scared, but it somehow hurts,
but not a lot... just a bit...
hahahaha! seriously.... :P



-this ends here...

This new life sux!

This new things, new life... is never gonna work out.
People can criticize all they want but the problem is, I am very sensitive and I take things too seriously that's why I always get hurt. My friends/classmates don't really know this, but whenever I see someone snobbing me, or giving me the mean look/face. I get intimidated easily.. And yea, I cry... because the emotional

pressure gets me, and it cuts in deep...
And there are times I just couldn't take it. Honestly, I really want to cry, but I don't want people to think, especially my classmates, that I'm weak, because I'm not. I tried going with the flow but that didn't work out because I still got hurt, I tried being understanding and patient, but that will only give them the power to look down on me, more. So, that also didn't work out. I've been in this school for almost a month now, and I still don't get it...

I may be over reacting but I could be happy for all I care.
Its all my mom and dad's fault.
If my mom didn't die in the first place,
My dad wouldn't work here in the Singapore
and give him thoughts about taking me with him..

It is very frustrating. Because for 8 years straight. I see the same faces in school, the same attitudes I have to deal with (for some), that I got used to already.
So, getting used to my new classmate's attitudes will be really hard. I don't want to mention any name, because I know they'll attack me and get mad and gang up on me, which will only hurt me, more! So better not fight with anyone, (for now)
but when I learn how to deal with this freaking attitudes, I'll be good.


-this ends here

15/7/08

today, I invited Shirley and Freddy to go 2 my house.

well actually, I invited Shirley because I
thought were gonna do something for PW... but, not...
And Freddy suddenly wanna go...
Then, I also invited Gerryl, at first he doesn't want,
because I dunno, (he's effin weird) then, I persuaded him..
but something happened, Freddy and Shirley
backed out and said they don't wanna go anymore, so yeah ..
I WAS FREAKIN PISSED! (AGAIN) I just don't get these
Chinese people... I hate it when you plan something then
it was all set then suddenly, someone backs out...!
That is very rude!
I punched the billboard sign or something
(don't believe me? ask Sherealyn)
because I was so effin angry.. . then we boarded the bus,
I cried two drops of tears because I don't wanna waste
my tears for unworthy people and undeserving moments...
Then I found myself smiling again! :)
Then Freddy called and said why they suddenly
don't wanna go.. And ya know what they said?!?
HE SAID, GERRYL AND I WERE DATING SO BETTER NOT GO!
oh my effin God! I thought we're through with this???
GERRYL IS MY FREAKIN COUSIN!!!!!!!
A cousin is not a boyfriend material... oh please!
could ya please stop linking me to my own cousin,
link me 2 some1 else, just not a family related person! :)
okay? okay... and not gays... So, again I was pissed,
I was shouting ... and saying bla bla bla..
I wasnt really giving a damn!!
because I was freakin pissed... then, we went down
at Northpoint.. and set things straight, Shirley and Freddy
was running away from us... then suddenly they
appeared behind us...


Then, I was supposed to go home...
haha, then I saw Freddy and Shirley sitting there.. at the bus stop..
I was really confused because I dunno whether
they were gonna go to my house or not. So now I know
that they were really going.
Then we boarded the 965 bus and went 2 my house.
When we were there, we stopped by at iecon
because Shirley was gonna buy cup noodles..
After that, we went up to my floor. entered my house ,
took off our shoes, and went straight to the toilet because
all of us really had to go. :) hahaha! Then after that,
my mum prepared for us, snacks, biscuits and sandwiches :)
(thanks) Then I let them use the laptops...
And check whatever they want :) Then after a few minutes,
I invited them to play xbox... We first played TENCHU....
ninja ninja stuff then they wanted to play tennis,
Then after a few minutes of playing they wanna go home,
Shirley here doesn't know how to go back to Northpoint by herself,
So, I took her back to NP... :) Then I went back...
I was kinda bored but enjoyed every moment...
but it was very dull because I wasn't in the mood for fun :(
because of the pissed of thing :)


-this ends here .

"freakin pissed" island

this was during SMART...

my freaks here, pissed me off by
telling someone something
that wasn't supposed to be freakin said!!
So yea, I was damn pissed,
I shut up for a moment then
thought of something and said to myself
"he's never gonna like me anyway"
then i let go of my anger,
and punched/slapped/kicked someone in particular...
Why did I told them?? ugh, now
its my fault why I got pissed,
the blame went back on me, my my my... ugh!
Why do I like him anyway??
Then after that traumatic incident, we played Truth or Dare.
Freddy likes someone at Marsiling,
Jeffrey likes Wadiah
then some other boring stuff... :P
haha, sorry if those stuff wasn't supposed to be said
just getting back on ya.. :) \m/
I am not a b!tch, I only am when pips piss me off..
if they wanna see my true colors,
then fine, no prob... :) if no...
then be friendly... :) I can take a joke..., no worries
just dont go overboard


-This ends here .

I pissed my dad off... again

I am the only child, so I'm kinda rebellious..
well, not kinda, I am really rebellious..
I want to get what I want and when I dont get it,
well, there'll be some stuff to do... evil stuff!
So, last night, we went to a
twin 2 year old boys birthday party,
but all the guests are adults.
Philippines is so different to Singapore,
here in Singapore, there's no freakin clowns!!...
not fair, and no parties for children,
as in, CHILDREN, with kids, and prizes, and games,
and etc etc etc.... ugh... so, uhh last night,
I really dont want to go, because its my time of the month
that I experience things that only girls experience
(if ya know wat i mean, if not then screw u)


So, I wasnt really in the mood to go out..
so, I was forced to go. .. (as usual)
Then when we got there, I wasnt the smiley girl,
I was the punch your dad kind of girl,,, haha!
I wanted to loosen up, so I drank some white wine,
and it didnt work, ! my god! All the party people,
wanted me to sing.. and it took them 15 mins to force me to sing...
I mean, cmon! why does it always have to be me..??
seriously, why? Then, I picked a song, I picked,
Dont say you love me by THE CORRS,
they said, its like a radio sang 2 them
because my voice is so beautiful (yea right) then,
I really really wanted to go, I was so bored, bored bored bored..
I sms gerryl and freddy... gerryl scolded me,
he told me stop texting me, i dont have the time to talk to you..
(he is such a cruel cousin!) siao! ... then i sms freddy,
but his brother, andy is still all over the place...
if I have a brother, and he touches any of my stuff,
I'll kick him in the nuts... seriously..! I h8 that . :\

-this ends here

11/7/08

Today is the celebration of Youth Day,
and it was held during assembly.
The teachers held a presentation.
They imitated what the students, teachers
and staff do inside the classroom, or this school.
Mr. Fairuz and Mr. Ho was the best actors
for the play. I think they were imitating some
of the boys in sec 1F... I know who Mr Ho
is portraying ! bwahahahha!
It was the best presentation
I've ever seen in my whole secondary life,
well, it was the first so, ahh nvm... :P

-this ends here :)

WILDEST MT EVER!

mother tongue was the most wicked subject of the day...
Those people are unbelievably LOUD!!!
its really terrible when 1T and 1F gets together!! hahaha...
I was sitting with Meldy and Jeffrey..
and Jeffrey have this book about japanese words..
I think he brought it to impress Meldy and
to have her attention because he knows that
Meldy knows Japanese :) (peace!)
then he kinda wants it back, then I said,
"if u really love her let her have it" hahaha...
(in a jokingly voice of course! ) then they both said
"siao" hahahha... I was kinda "wild"
that day, I didn't know what I was doing or saying,
I felt so free.... Then all of the sudden Troy,
I wanna call him "pervert" he, went up to Hirman
and told us that "this is my girlfriend"
(referring to Hirman) ofcourse Meldy and I laughed..!
I mean, who wouldnt? right... !
Then he was really pissing us off...
he asked me if I'm a Filipino, and I said yes,
then he said, you be my maid, sex all free!!.
Rude much?
I can get really pissed off easily,
and he went off too far!! There is no such
language like this in my school! He has no RESPECT! the hell!??
i dont think he even knows what the meaning of that
7-letter word !! So, yeah, I was really pissed off,
my insides really is boiling and wanted to say
a lot of things but my mouth prevented me!
I know this will cause trouble so
I got off some slight offense...
I felt good that I kinda won, because he walked out...
he clearly stated through walking away that I WON!
so its all good now...! :D Then, me,
shirley meldy and jeffrey, got bored so
we played something, and we played this game ,
i think its called "pizza pizzahan"
Its a game originated from the Philippines! wow!!
Hahaha.. then it was so fun and wild...
first it was just as four, then it evelyn joined..
then rengie and ying xuan watched us,
it was really really wild!! :) Shirley got obsessed
with the game, she wanted to play it over and
over and over and OVER AGAIN!!!
I've been playing this freakin game since
I was a little kid , and of course I'm sick of it!!!!

this ends here

unbelievable!!!!

You dare to insult me?
I'll insult you back!
You wanna judge me???
I'll judge you too!!!
The hell do u want??

ok, heres the thing, ,my first impression of
this guy is a nice guy he even labeled my time table,
but days went by and I start noticing the person
beneath the guy I thought was nice was really a rude gay...
he started pissing me off, he took my stuff
without permission, (btw, u still owe me $1.50)
and he brags a lot!!! he is such a spoiled brat!
and he is such a bad liar! if u dont know how to lie,
dont lie at all!!! he accused Shirley and Gerryl
of breaking his phone just because they
accidentally poured water on it!,
dang, that cannot be for real! but then Shirley and Gerryl
caught him using the same phone that he
said was broken, how can it be broken if he is
using it in front of 'em???
If he is damn rich why cant he just buy another one??
and here's another thing, if he is rich, why cant
he just go to the derma and clean his freakin face????
I have been friends with a lot of rich
people but they are not mean and rude like him ,
in fact they are very humble and down to earth.

I read his blog that says something about
me that really pissed me off! He called me a "little devil"
how dare you say that! how dare you judge me!
do u even know me?? NO!!!!
just remember that you started this!!
you,! and for sure! you will be the one
who raises the white flag for surrender!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mark my words, Hirman!

Sports Day Fever!!!

This is my first Sports Day!
There are no such thing as Sports Day in my old school!
To tell ya the truth, it was kinda boring,
all they did was run and run and RUN...
nothing else... Good thing lola steffi was there,
at least I have a Filipino with me...

Thanks to Freddy and Reuben,
some of my boredom was splashed away...
haha, sometimes the only way to make me smile
is to annoy me or pull pranks on me,
as long as its fun, i'm in!!
They threw their trash on us,
which was really annoying,
Reuben's troublemaking personality bloomed up that day! ...
he is so freakin annoying,my god!!!
Since I was so bored, I started taking pictures
because thats my hobby... I think I pissed them off

we were exchanging songs then his phone died,,
no more battery and he blames me for it,
hahahahah! I was really laughing that time...
hahahahahahah! then my favorite time for that
day is the time when we're supposed to go home! yey!
I finally broke free from the boredom!
I saw Freddy and Reuben at the bus stop then
I shoved Freddy then he said "adrienne" (in a tone)
then my mum laughed because
no one calls me by that name as in N-E-V-E- R ...
haha, then we got in the bus then we went
down at the Yishun bus interchange,
We waited for my dad outside the Royal Sporting House,
Then again! I saw Freddy and he was with people,
then I saw Shenead, Ara and lola Steffi
(lola is grandma in english) hahaha,
Then when my dad arrived, we had lunch at KFC,
then after eating I saw Ratu at Mcdonalds
and I think I also saw Eileen

P.S.
Everest (my team) won 3rd place for over all results,
1st place for banner design award and
2nd place for cheering award..
there were some team and individual awards
and it will take me forever if I type them one-by-one
so... THIS ENDS HERE!

Wild Art Class!

One word "CRAZY".

Umm... to tell you the truth,
I dont really like the teacher because she kept on
talking and talking and blames us for wasting time
but the truth is she is the one wasting the time because
SHE TALKS A LOT! , She's old so I can
understand why she is very forgetful..
ok, moving on.. umm.. we were gonna do an activity
about circles and painting. thats what we did,
so we paint and we paint, umm.. me and Gerryl were
sitting on one side of the table while
Freddy, Reuben and Jeffrey were on the other side.
We were painting and washing our brushes,
then suddenly Reuben talked and said,
(talking to me and Gerryl)
you really look like a couple...
ugh! what part of 3rd cousin does he not understand??
I mean, ugh! for real??! hahahah!
Painting *done* then it was wash time,
gerryl and I were at the sink washing the things we used.
Then suddenly Reuben (again) came up to us then
said something about being such a cute couple (again!)
then I splashed some water on his face, just a lil bit,
then he opened the faucet then splashed
A LOT of water on my face I quickly turned away ,
took my handkerchief and dried my face!
damn bastard!... he did it again, but this time it
wasnt on my face, I think it was on my uniform! ugh!,
but it was fun lah!! hahaha!. then when
we were dismissed from art class ,
Freddy here asked about a word then translate it to
filipino language , he wanted me to translate
the subject Mother tongue to Filipino, then I said
"nanay dila" but its not really the proper way to say it,
but thats the shortest way to say it but
its not right! haha, then he kept on saying it
wrongly and it was so funny!!!


-this ends here

I saw their TRUE COLORS!!

This happened earlier at lunch...

ummm..... I was sitting with Gerryl, Shirley and Jeffrey.
Then all of a sudden, Meldy and her gang came and sit with us...
so they(Shirley N Jeff) moved, so, I moved too!.
I think they moved because Jeff here, likes Meldy..
dunno, maybe, maybe not..:D hahaha...
Then, my cousins, Gerryl and Meldy and I
were sitting together, then we were talking and talking and talking in our own language, then they umm... "walked out"
(how rude!) We were so pissed so we started
insulting them we said "nice couple" "how sweet!"
and other stuff like that.... then I think Shirley got a little pissed about that, and she used the bad finger!
hen said FU! ... omg, thats the side of her that I just saw....
my God!! ... I really thought she was nice, hmm, oh well!
I still have my cousins... I was so pissed! ,
then after that, Gerryl and I went up to the hell
Gerryl was damn pissed about Jeffrey because
he lied about his handphone being broken and they
had to pay for it, because "they" were the "reason" why it got broken, because they accidentally poured water on it...
i mean, its just water..... It wont be the reason y a handphone might break... seriously!! ...
Jeffrey is such a liar... he told Gerryl and Shirley
that the phone he is using is a new phone,
but yet, its the same freakin phone!!! Such a bad liar.......


This ends here....