few more pics.
Family pics and a picture of me, drunk.

Those are my aunties.They came over our house a week ago.
delayed pics. HAHAHA :D diam la.

major meltdown.

GoodMorning! although my morning's not that good.

Last Night, I think I got a little drunk
because I had a major melt down.
I lied on the floor and cried my eyes out.
for one particular reason: (its a secret)
My Step Mom cheered me up.
She made me feel better for awhile
but I havent said what I wanted to say
to my dad yet so I still feel bothered.
sorry for that scene I caused in the middle
of the night.

...and i was ready to give myself up for you.

Mae went to my house again.
School's starting soon so making it count.
We chatted bout boys,gossips,bitches.
and other stuff. Were already like sisters yknow.?
I trust her She trusts me!(period)

if you dont want to talk to me
then hell i dont want to talk to u either.
fcuk you, you horny bastard.
and i was ready to give myself up for you.

cant believe that I actually bonded with my dad today.
after weeks of talking seriously.
maybe im not the only one who's not happy around here.

because my life rocks harder than steel !

I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH BEA!!!!
you are the bestest friend anyone can have!

My friend, Annjela was commenting each other on friendster.
Chatting on Yahoo messenger
and SMS-ing each other
the whole day today! hahahaha SIAO!

then my bestfriend, BEA came over.
seriously, we were laughing about almost anything!
laughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaugh !!!!
crazzzzzyyyyyy!

What a boring day.

I wish rain will pour forever.

What an annoying day ... What a Lazy Day ... Watta day!!

(L-R me,Aldous,Alyanna,Alyssa)

I think its obvious that they're siblings.
Were like Family already (:
They went over cos their mom's cleaning up th house.

We did lots of stuff.
Played Xbox, Internet, Played Hide and Seek, CamWhored.
haha they went home just now.

I didn't realize this UNTIL NOW !
That I've been living life to the fullest already !
Sneaking out , Doing the things that makes me happy !

OMFG ! I SO LOVE MY FCUKING LIFE !

HURRAY FOR KRIS ALLEN!
THE AMERICAN IDOL WINNER FOR 2009!

this sux, whenever i bet on someone
its always the other one that wins.
last year i bet on D Archie! then of course Cook won.
doesnt matter, I like Cook from the start anyway! :D

Adam Lambert, u'll be famous anyway.
so screw not winning. and stop dancing on gay bars can?

I watched Boys Over Flowers today! and its sooo effin (nakakakilig!) (:
wo bu chi tao how to translate in english lorh. ahahha ps..
my mood is better than yesterday.
I admit, three people pissed me off today.
doesnt matter who they are, im fine with it now.

Who will be the next AMERICAN IDOL ?

I sure bet its gonna be Adam Lambert(Left) Reason? well bcos, he's GAY!
it would be great to have a first GAY american idol..
and though he's GAY, he's still popular among the ladies.
Too bad he's GAY though, cos he's so effin hot.

Kris Allen's voice is super duper relaxing.
but people these days who are voting doesnt really care.
They want the GAY to win! xD hahaha

hello !
Bea went over,
We watched Fred and Nigahiga's videos on youtube.
Now its almost 11pm.
Im having serious issues.
So im chatting with my long distance friend, Carlo.
He cheers me up in a way that only i can see.
and i cant explain it to nobody!...

tell me the truth.
Did you ever love me?
and these are,
the confessions of a broken heart.

the whole day was boring.
I watched boys over flowers. thats it(:

if i could change your mind
how would you want me?

I'll try to be the best sister for you.
Though I wont be around when you grow.

Coz, face it, 14 years is long...
I may be married already
when you're still in elementary school...
I may have kids when ur still in high school.
I may have been celebrating my golden anniversary
with my husbund when ur still in college.

It only makes me upset that im living the hard part of life
While ur still enjoying it. haha

may itatanong ako sayo
sabihin ang totoo
mahal mo ba talaga ako?

Its Sunday, Went to Church. One of th pastors wants us to help him with his campaign so nxt week were gonna bring our car to his motorcade (:

We had two groups of visitors today.
first one during lunchtime, Dad's friend with his family.
second , our like-relatives, the kids(us)played Xbox and Monopoly while the adults were drinking beer.

Then now... Im gonna sleep verrry damn late 2nyt (:

AFUCKINGBORINGDAY!

HELLO(:
nothing much happened today.
I went to school with Bea to get my uniform.
Met a friend, Annjela, there.
And Sir Jerewell as well. haha I just wanna blog that.
He's my form teacher in pri 4 that i was completely in love with.
Or at least i thought I was .... hahaha

thats all, bbye

Bea loves me so much she cant even
last a day w/o seeing me! mwaharhar

So.. Another sleepover was held! (:
OMFG! We slept at around 4AM hahaha.
warning: eyebags getting bigger! lol
We watched Nigahiga videos so we'd
laugh and NOT be sleepy.

Then th next morning it was so effin hot.
we were sweating like fcuk sia.

Then she went home 12:33 PM! exactly!

Today was kinda boring... Nothing important to say.
Oh ya, Yesternight, I chatted with my pri 5 classmate, Carlo.
Who's now back in South Africa. WE MISS U DEARLY!
Cm back to the Philippines soon ! (:

lately,parang absent sa iyong mata kislap
na dati automatic kapag ako'y nakikita

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Mothers are the most important person in a family
They're the ones who taught U almost everything u noe.
And not 4getting, u came out from their womb.

so greet ur mom and give 'em a kiss.
for its a day you cant miss.

a day to celebrate their greatness.
lets wish them eternal happiness! :D

I went out with my BFF, Bea today.
Went to SM, To Eat Out.
We Ate at Yellow Cab.

To Tita Jaz & Papa, Happy 2nd Anniversary to you both.

guys, dudes. Meet my little sister : Jalexis Malate Belleza
She was born on May 3rd.
Isn't she cute? I hope she wont grow into a monster.
haha

for your info:
We have internet connection already.
haha. so happy!