what fucking right do you have to get mad ?

ayan nanaman eh, nagagalet ng baluktot ang rason
bigla bigla nalang akong mumurahin , wala naman akong ginagawa. aba,
amputa pla ha? tsk

so what kung kasama ko si mau nung oras na yun?!
eh nandun lang naman sa labas ng bahay.

tapos kung anu ano pang sinasabi na kapag siya daw ang kasama gustong gusto ko ng umuwi.

i guess he doesn't see na what we have is illegal.

ginagawa ko na nga lahat para sa lahat ng lakad kasama ko, nagsisinungaling, ginagawang tanga yung ibang tao, tapos ayan.. eto pa makukuha ko?! tang ina naman !

magmamatigas nanaman yan ngayon, aba, natyempuhan mo galet ko, bahala na lang kung anong mangyayare, bwiset..! punyetang buhay toh ,oo.

tapos mas lalo akong nagalet nung sinabi nyang tinatamad siyang magtext at nag bye pa.. hindi na ko nag reply kase umuusok na talaga ko sa galet..baka kung ano pa magawa ko sa selpon ko , sayang kabago bago pa naman.

ah basta! wasak ang gabe ko! tinatarantado nanaman ang buhay ko, this time hindi ako magpapakatanga at magpapakalambot.. bahala na..

She's not pretty,
but she never fails to mesmerize me.

This path of life i took is taking me to places I never thought I'd reach or go back to..again.

I told myself I wont doubt, but when it comes to issues like that, I always end up falling in the pit of 'thinking twice'.


...but the up side is, I proved to myself,as he said that he is serious, that I really dont need to doubt or to worry. He's true to himself, to me and to what he feels.

Maybe its just me, who needs to clear up my mind and make sure that this feeling is what i think im feeling..

I dont want to make the same mistake twice, its too traumatic & not to mention, dramatic..so i really need to make some deep,brain-twisting,mind-numbing thinking.

CHEERS ;D

uhmm..

things have changed

and im having second thoughts on whether i should change along with it

i dont think i can handle the pressure

i dont wanna be toyed again.. but hell..

here i go again :\

omg.fighting more than usual.
this is bad... fcuking bad.

but were okay now, at least i think we are.

its a simple story actually, but once words
cum out from my mouth, its all gonna be
C-O-M-P-L-I-C-A-T-E-D ... so nvm ;D

as long as things are back to normal.

i should learn to be positive, i dont wanna fight again

i have never fallen for anyone as hard as i have fallen for him :))


past few days had been quite a ride.

even better and wilder than a roller coaster.

i have no idea how to explain.

its like words aren't enough to explain this.

but one thing's for sure...

this love, that i feel for him... is true :D

Desperate for changing, Starving for truth,

I'm closer to where I started, I’m chasing after you

Now I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I’ve held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and I'm quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

its for you(:

alam mo n kung sino ka

ilysm

well as usual...things are still crazy for me.

whether its about love or just life.

i dont think i want to talk about it here.

its toooooo ..... complicated :)

haha.. haikal's having probs lehh

he's having the guts to stand up to Mr Ho. :(

oh gosh, he's a close friend of mine but still..

its wrong uhh haikal

im in a sticky situation...

why must love be this '--crazy' to me?!

why must cupid aim his

frrreakin' arrow at me all the time?!

and why the hell does he keep shootin' his

arrow to almost every guy i befriend!

my gosh, i think im going crrazzyy... as if i wasnt crazy before, hah!

well... this post was nonsense. i have no idea what to do anymore!

>.< i cant believe i have to face 'ahem&ahem' again.. bwahahaha

pretend that yknow what the eff im talking about and laugh, kay?

guubye