you dont have to hurt yourself or cut yourself just to know if i appreciate you or not ..

because every breath you take, and just the thought of you living is enough for me ..

you dont know how thankful i am to have met you

you've made such a huge impact on my life, and i think you already know that.

please just take of yourself at times that i couldn't

eat on time, stay away from blades and especially danger.

and though its impossible,

i wish you could stay away from the pain ; the pain that i cause you

there are lots of things that i wish i could protect you from

and one of those things is me

i wish i could protect you from me

because sometimes, all of a sudden and sometimes without me knowing , i can hurt you.

i dont want to, but i just do :'(

so im sorry in advance for all the pain that you'll feel

thats all i guess

i love you

"kung sino pa yung nagmamahal ng totoo, yun pa yung nasasaktan ng sobra"

sorry. sorry kung hindi ko mapatunayang mahal talaga kita.
sorry kung hindi mo na ko mapaniwalaan gawa ng kilos ko
sorry, hindi kasi tayo pwede eh

anjan naman siya para sayo eh
sigurado akong hindi ka niya sasaktan.

ano pa ang silbe ko sa buhay mo
e puro sama lang naman ng loob ang binibigay ko sayo
yun lang naman ang ginawa ko sa buhay mo -- ang saktan ka

wala nga talaga kong ginawang matino.

sorry ha. kung binigyan ko ulit siya ng chance.
wala naman talagang ibang choice.
pero hindi pa rin ako magseseryoso.

wala akong ibang masabi kundi sorry.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ...

sorry, i love you

im tired and sick of the drama >.<

i wanna go back to Singapore :'(

with or without you

this post is especially for my beloved STALKER :>

haha you know who you are, right?
and if you really are stalking me then great =))

i love you XD

i watched a basketball game today ! [share xD]
the team we were cheering for was team eXDee :)
awesome name right? not? ugh screw you :P

um what else?

messages are delayed today. damn >.<
fuck you globe. fuck .. you