The situation's gaining momentum and this feeling's getting tense.
My emotions are building up, and everything's not making sense.
I'm losing my sanity. I feel like I'm losing everything I cared about.
This heart is nothing without you're presence, clearly.
This mind is drowning in doubt.

I wonder whats going on in your head right this very moment?
Why everthing turned upside down all of a sudden.
I thought it was only for a short period of time,
I'm missing you so much, if it gets too long, I could die.
This hurts badly, cant you tell?
Its like you dont care at all, its like you're under a spell.

Maybe its just me, maybe my mind's too shallow to understand.
But I'm losing all sense of hope,
My grip is slowly loosening, its slipping through your hands.
Its painful enough to witness you ignoring me
but what hurts the most is seeing you happy ... without me

Its like I'm no longer needed in your life.
but I hope there is some other reason why you're doing this
Its like no matter how hard I try,
Its always you that I miss.

Why cant you tell me? Am I not worthy of your trust?
Have I betrayed you before? Is this a command? Is this a must?
I don't know why you're letting her control your life.
You used to be that someone who wouldn't let anything interfere with what you want.

Where's the old you?
Where have you taken my best friend?
Is this person I see the new you?
Or is she still there somewhere underneath?

Oh God, I know that you know whats going on.
It doesn't matter if I know or not,
Just please help her, guide her in everything that she does.
So that she wouldn't do anything wrong, or anything that she would regret.
Please give her peace of mind to go through with life everyday.
Remind her that you're always there, dont let her be led astray.

And if there's nothing I could do to help her.
Help me stay away and keep all the pain inside.
Give me patience, so I could wait until everything's alright.
Lend me strength, so I could smile even though my heart is breaking
And please stay with me, until my heart stops aching

I love her, Lord.
I would confess this everyday.
Although I don't know how much longer I can hold.
I would count on the day where all the pain would go away ...