what a blowjob .

Freddy nvr come .
during English, Reuben missed call me for like 48 times just for fun .
Then suddenly, he stopped .
Got along with some of my schoolmates today .
like Rahimi and Rizuwann, Chun Yip and Kai Chun,
I sang "umbrella ella ella ey" when it was raining, then Rizuwann said , u sing like a lullaby then he faked sleep.
Gerard talked to me, Shirley nvr give me cookies.
I marked Hasbullah's English worksheet.
Linda told me to go dentist, but i nvr go, i go tmr.

All the rest were boring .
Gerryl and I went to Hirman's place.
Gerryl stepped on puke .
Gerryl found a packet of condoms but nothing inside .
I put it inside the cabinet beside Jeffrey's unit .
His mum and auntie were there so of course Gerryl and I were OP and feeling so awkward.
I thought they weren't coming, so, so much for the plans we planned (LOL)
We went to badjojo but then all the videos were suckish and not updated yet, I watched those videos yesterday . HAHA .
T.T
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STRANGER - SECONDHAND SERENADE

UGGH... I DONT FEEL SO GOOD ...

NEW TERM,NEW CLIQUES, NEW EVERYTHING !!

It sux, everything changed .
The Filipino gang is now broken, now theres no more noisy people during recess. T.T it makes me sad to know that they are no longer treating us as a friend like before...
whenever we see them or they see us they dont talk to us, DUNNO Y..
dunno what their problem is but its bothering me so much ...
I MISS YOU, SHENEAD !
I MISS YOU, ARA !
I MISS YOU, STEFFI !
I MISS YOU, SHEREALYN !
its just not the same without these people T.T
Then during Mother Tongue prd. Gerryl showed a paper showing that he really is going back to the Philippines this November .
I hope its just for a vacation, because I will be damn lonely next year,
Even Jeffrey is also going back to New Zealand and I'm gonna be left alone because I may be able to join the express stream (maybe)
and if that happens, I got no more dudes to hang out with and I need to find new ones, IF I stay in Normal Academic, I may still have Reuben,Freddy or Alan ...

that is the video when Gerryl, Jeffrey and I were at Orchard :)

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ORCHARD GIMIK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today , Jeffrey,Gerryl and I went to Orchard for some fun .
First i went to Northpoint,
met Gerryl at the Yishun Mrt Station,then went to Khatib to fetch Hirman

then went to Orchard.
Then went to Pepper Lunch ...
Since I am on my diet, I didnt order anything.
Gerryl ordered pasta, Jeffrey ordered steak.
AND SO of course, i was tempted to eat.
So Jeffrey took a bowl and I took some pasta and some steak.

[DAMN ! I am so SORRY]
After we eat, took some pictures then,(pics are all in my friendster)
I started a Food Fight ! HAHA! started throwing rice and tissue papers,



Then Hirman answered a survey then he stole the pencil . ;|
After Pepper Lunch went some other place.
HIRMAN MADE US WALK FROM ORCHARD TO DHOBY GHAUT!!!
T.T
After that, went gaming at time zone at some mall, 4got the name.
Played timezone and took pictures at the photo booth.
I played House of the Dead and Metal Slug.
I wanted to play the drums but some siao person dont wanna give up the game. LOL
After that, walkwalkwalkwalkwalk to someplace i dun even know where.



Got so tired...... so stopped for a while.
Gerryl started to have allergies... [awww * HAHA]
I wish the whole Singapore where air conditioned! lol
After that, went to Dhoby Ghaut mrt station to meet Hirman's mom
then she invited us to dinner.
Gladly accepted.. we went to a Japanese restaurant.... [mmm*]

Hirman's mom kept forcing Gerryl to eat this, eat that, while ME. haha no.
Gerryl already dont want to eat, but he had to.... take it as a man... !lol
after that, went to carrefour (?? i think)
and played, we went down and saw this mirror and took some disturbia pictures! LOL ;)



semangat people passed by! hmmpf






imagine ! i look like a cat! disappeared body !

9:30 : i needed escort service so Hirman and his mom took me straight home to the doorstep of my unit.. I felt so embarrassed ....



i made this at a LEGO store .. HAHA


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Its just a crush , I think ...

One person(other than me)in 1F already knows who my secret crush is.
dammit, I thought I would be able to keep this for a long time,
WELL, guess not.

School was as usual boring.
nothing special to talk about .
I wanted to get out of my diet already,
but i really really really wanna lose weight.
(sigh)

"WHATS THE POINT IN HAVING A NEW BF IF I STILL LOVE MY EX?"

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Ako ay nasa gitna ng isang away .

[ITS SO FREAKIN BORING .]

Don't you hate it when friends fight ?
OR
just normal people who pisses each other off !?

Well, I'm in the middle of one,
My cousin,my best friend and my friend are fighting and I'm in the middle of it.
I'm not taking anyone's sides.
I can choose to scold one of 'em but 4 sure I'll scold the other one too !
[hay nako..] I hope they make up already .

but KARMA has its own ways, so ... SO BE IT :|

today went to Hirman's house for fun .
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Ako ay nabubwiset .

Capital B-O-R-I-N-G
that spelled my life.

8:50 PM
I went jogging at the nearby mountain, with my dad.
I was supposed to run 2.4 km but instead i ran 800m
My sides were hurting so badly i cannot continue and the slopes were making it more complicated, So just wish me luck for the sch's 2.4 :|
I am so damn hungry but I AM ON A DIET ;)

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BOYS HAVE IT BETTER !

I found it hard to sleep last night .
I was lying in bed at around 9:45 then slept i guess at around 11:50 something .
Then had a rough sleep, i woke up 2 am, 3 am, then 4:45 am needed to pee so woke up and took a bath because its my time of the month(and it sux)
Then changed then slept again woke up at around 6:30 then ate breakfast, wore sch uniform, then off we go to the bus stop .
Assembly so boring, had HOM
all the rest so boring.
[someone got multiple karmas because of getting in our way]
then during SMART saw the Chinese boys gathered up in one place so suspected they may be doing something suspicious so Gerryl and I went there to see and of course its about *toot*
Then they were so KJ, never let us watch .
Then witnessed gay porn and lesbian porn [LIVE !]
all the rest were blah

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my SCENE side

I DAMN HATE THIS DAY !

today woke up early to go to church, tsk .
Then took so damn long to find something to wear, then found this black long blouse of mine, never wore for like FOREVER, so decided to wear that .
Then I decided to dress scene, with the bangs and eyeliner and crap.
[CHURCH WAS OF COURSE BORING]
after the cermon, went to causeway for grocery .
bought this candy, SO DAMN SOUR !! didnt finish, threw it away .
then got annoyed by this pervert whose been following me from the bus int. keep looking at the backside seyy, WANT ME TO POKE UR EYES ?!
Then got home, got pissed by dad because he wont let me go to Orchard with Jeffrey and Gerryl .
[FUCK PARENTS !! THEY'RE KJ !]


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OH YEAH! ITS HOT, BABY

Today I went to Yishun Sapphire for a swim .
And my dad also want to play tennis so I had to go .
Walked there from our block then immediately went to the toilet to change .
Then find a spot to put our stuff,
then jumped onto the pool, WHOO! so cold sial .. brrrrrrr ....
DAMN !!!
then swim swim here, swim swim there .
Then after 45 mins of swimming, went to the vending machine to buy snacks .
then went to the tennis court to watch papa play . (BOO!!!!) XD
Then after that, my mum and I went to the Jacuzzi to try it out, when we got there, THE JACUZZI IS SO DAMN HOT LEH !!!
and i mean literally , as in when you touch the water, and stay for 5 secs, you'll feel the burn ! LOL . seriously .
Then soaked in, I soaked in, my mum couldn't take the HOTNESS of the water.
Then after about 15 mins of soaking in BOILING water ! went out and went to the tennis court again to eat,
I was feeling like I was drunk or something, LOL . Then my face and body turned hot RED !
Then after the match went to the toilet for a steam bath, and my mum and I couldnt take the heat as well, the steam is so not hot, LOL,
we feel like we cannot breathe so went out,
went swimming again . :)
then THE END !!!
i pushed my dad to the road, then he kicked me ! lol.
then ate delicious dinner cooked by papa himself !

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TWO-FACED BASTARD ;)

Dont mind the post title, the keyboard, typed it by itself (lol)

Today, I ran for 2.4, AGAIN .
And AGAIN, i didn't pass .
RATU is such a good friend :)
She cheers me up and supports me all the time,
just so you know, my dear, I'll be here for you !!
:D thanks again dude !
At PW we went to the Maclab, to go on doing our
PW projects, the slides and blahs.
Shirley got pissed because no one was doing the work .
She scolded me and Gerryl because we
kept on talking and she was on the middle,
then she said just go there lah , so i went there,
then when i went there,she also got mad,
and said, ur not sitting there, sit here lah.
i also got kinda pissed at her
because she's acting like a lola.
but i, myself cannot blame her, but idunno what to do with the project, no one was cooperating, no one knows what to do and obviously ,
NO ONE GIVES A CRAP ABOUT THIS PROJECT
so , WHY DAMN BOTHER ?!
Soon enough, I will also transfer group like what Linda did .
Now I know why she left the group just like that .
If Ur just gonna be KJ about stuff like this, then just dont give a fcking damn!
T.T
Then after that, had maths then at science went to the science lab.
Then when i was walking (alone) to the bus stop, I saw DIN, and unexpectedly he punched me in the arm, i didnt punch him back though, i just said ouch.
Then met Shenead at the bus stop, bullied by Kai Chun before that.
Then took picture with her, then this SIAO b!tch,i dunno who,
just shouted across the bus, to move back, and she looked really pissed, then cant she see that theres no more space, b!tch leh.
Then went to Mcdo with Shenead to eat Ice cream .
Then at the bus stop saw DIN again, then I punched him in the arm as a sign of revenge.
Then took the same bus!!! my god! lol.
then went home ;) irritated my dad... then bye


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DONT JUDGE d way PEOPLE live if U dont want THEM to judge YOURS

OMFG !
Today we had english oral exams .
I was so scared leh, but when I was already talking with the teacher,
I never felt nervous at all,
just kinda ashamed because of this fckin zit on my forehead .
I've been laughed at by the following :
- Gerryl (of course, the head of insults)
- Freddy
- Hirman
- Bryan
- Chun Yip
- Kai Chun (burp *)

So yea, almost all my gang insulted me, what nice friends i got ... not (LOL)

Then after the Oral Exams, I saw Gerryl and the others somewhere there, and he waved but i snobbed.
I was supposed to run for 2.4 but never run because I was still doing my Oral Exams that time, so after my exams, I saw them then it was finished already .
I thought cannot run anymore and can run tmr so I just went home.
[WAITED FOR THE BUS THAT TOOK SO FCKING LONG]
Then went to Hirman's place to get the PW project file .
but then , got kinda lost . Waited for 30 mins just to find each other .
Then chilled at his place for a while .
made us eat mooncakes and nice chocs .
I used his laptop and checked out my friendster,youtube,and blog.
He said that my new blogskin is so much better and easier to navigate than the old notebook blogskin crap .
After that, went home . :)

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[PICTURE REMOVED]

WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH THESE RUBIK'S CUBE ?
well, the Rubik's cube is popular with the kids these days.
It practices our logic skills (???)
but i think its just memorization, u memorize the steps and what to do and 4 sure you'll solve the RUBIK'S CUBE !
Well, i dont like these cubes, and i know it doesnt like me too, because i have never solved the whole one, and it took me like 30 mins or more to solve one color! LOL, i hate it! (jjk)
but if u solve one of these babies for sure, you'll brag like u won a grammy award ! lol

thats it for me ;)

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YO pipz

As you can see, I changed my blogskin.
And I dont give a damn what U think of it (LMAO)
My brain exploded finding out how this blogskin works.
and organizing it... T.T
Actually, I love this new skin, u dont need to scroll down so much anymore, the thing I hate is that, ITS NOT BLACK !!!
Its so damn bright, wheres the darkness ?!
(i'mma cry)

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I will talk about BULLY(ies)/BULLYING.
I'm not gonna blab about the game, nice game though!
hot and awesome! better play !
The thing I hate about BULLIES is that they act like they own you the fact that they really dont! REALLY DONT !
Its just that, they intimidate us and hurt us to get inside our heads. LOL
Its true right!
But I find bullies, somehow cool (the fact that I am one LOL) well, because they are tough, and they get their own ways!
and talk about the reputation! some hate them, some idolize and look up to them! Back home, I was never bullied, I was the BULLY. All the sissy boys were afraid of me when I just give them a mean stare when someone took my stuff like handkerchief,pen or whatever, they will quickly give it back.
BUT! I was always the one to cry! YEAH! even without reason! and I never bully girls, I bully boys that bully girls, so I'm reasonable. LOL
ok, back to the bullying thing, you know, you people should love you bullies, without them, WEDGIES wont be invented and SWIRLIES! wow! i know a lot from this stuff! lol, but i dont do those things, I am an emotional bully! lol, jkjk.
Its natural for teens to be wide-eyed to these kind of stuff because mainly,thats our world now.
WELCOME TO THE 21st CENTURY, OLDIES!!! lol
now, the question here is this ;
How do U avoid and "get back" at this so called bullies of yours :
- When they insult you, study them, know their weaknesses and deep dark secrets,(u can do that by gossiping)and use those against them and for sure they'll leave you in peace.
- When they hurt you,(physically) when they punch you, pinch you or something, confront them, ask them why they like to hurt you so much, if your bully is someone from the opposite sex, maybe they're crushing on you! ^_^ And if this doesn't work, P.P.S.S(pinch-punch-spank-slap) them back. And if ur stronger than them, for sure they'll stop
- Be the first one to stop, if u and ur bully are arguing or debating, saying bad things about each other, dont be afraid to be the first one to stop. This doesnt mean that you're weak, it means that you are strong enough to say no. Dont worry , you'll get your revenge.
those are the three tips that I could give you for now.
You can ask for more at friendster, comment me and i'll see what i can do. :) CHEERS!

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HATE ME! but for a valid reason

Umm..
I know i have a lot of haters even from back home (i think)
and new ones here, but please have a valid reason.

the common question that is swirling around in my mind is this ;

WHAT IS DAMN HATE-ABLE ABOUT ME ?

well, lots of you can think of one by now.
it just proves that you DO NOT accept me for who i really am.
SO WHAT if i joke around, make fun of u. I'm still laughing with you.
SO WHAT if suddenly i'm happy and joking around the next minute i'm angry and sad ? I have my own MOODS,and it should be left d hell alone,
SO WHAT if I say stuff,stuff that isn't even about you,but you get affected.
Its your problem , NOT MINE !
SO WHAT if I talk like a complete jerk ? Even that dont bother me,why does it bother you ?
SO WHAT if I like to talk about sex ? at least i dont act clean, I show people who I really am. I still have my limitations,dont worry.

that is 5 of the millions of characteristics people hate about me.

But it doesnt bother me at all. For me,
Its still what normal people should act like.
MY GOD! please stop torturing yourself and stop hating.

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Journey to Causeway

I really though that today was gonna rock but instead it sucked.
went to Yishun Mrt Station at around 2:30 something, then went to find Sherealyn,then i found her,few mins later,went to find Steffi,Shenead, and Hallie, then i was waiting for them at the escalator then she called,and she's already in front of me.
Then Hallie was so emo because Ara wasn't around,
Steffi was ok even without Gerryl around. LOL
Shenead acted kinda paranoid, LOL. whenever I stick and talk to Hirman, she says, dont be a two-timer. then when I was in between Hallie and Hirman while walking, she said it again and added wow, three-some, three-timer
lol, kinda annoyed but felt ~LOVED~
then this is actually a surprise party for Sherealyn, so we went to find some gifts and it took as so long, it ate all of our time.
then after that, went to the food court, Steffi and I went down to buy cake for Sherealyn but got not much money so just bought the little cake just for her.
Then after that, it was already 4:30 so Sherealyn went home, she asked Shenead to come with her but Shenead doesn't know how to so asked me to come with her, so escorted Sherealyn outside.
After that went to timezone, and didnt play because got no money,
so instead we took a photo. then Hallie played some games, then went home
they took the train and i took 965 to go home
NOW I AM SO FREAKIN BORED !
here are some of the pics i took ;)






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WOW, that sucked

Today got Maths and Science Revision.
and it sucked.
I was so damn bored! i died in boredom and it affected almost everyone.
Freddy said why do i act so emo, even hirman and gerryl said, and meldy and steffi. WOW. i'm famous.
I was so damn bored, ti's all.
Hirman called me a lesbo, so i called him a gay, just because I said the teacher is hot,my god. I did say that I wont insult u anymore by calling you names but if you insult me,then hell,expect that i'll insult you back.
I didn't take any photos today because I was bored.
Then later 2pm go causeway for a partaay.
those who excused themselves to NOT go, have it your damn way.

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SWIMMING !!

Ok today went to Seletaris condo for a swim
PEOPLE WHO WENT ; (Gerryl,Steffi,Meldy,Shenead,ME:) & Hirman)
wow! what a blast!
Shenead didn't swim because its her time of the month
IT WAS SO DANG FUN !!!
and i just realize that i was wearing my goggles the wrong way!
I'll post the pictures and videos on friendster and youtube,
I feel so lazy to upload 'em here, maybe next tym! lol
Oh yea, just remembered, tmr got Maths and Science freakin remedial
need to go to school tmr T.T
I'm gonna see 1F again ..... T.T
Then tmr, the fun part is after the remedial, a partaay!!
LOL, those who cant come, too bad for you,
if ur mad at someone, hunt them and take them DOWN!
dont runaway from them. lol

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WHAT THE BUCK ??

Last night, I was browsing some videos on youtube,
and watching some random crap
when i found this random vid about this Micheal Buckley
who has this news documentary, more like a talkshow
with only him, talking LOL
he is into hollywood showbizness.
and he's talking crap about 'em, it is so damn fun
to watch him.
he always attacks miley cyrus
SO TO ALL MILEY FANS, DEFEND YOUR SLUTTY IDOL !!
lol, seriously, cuz i wont, cuz i dont like here

4 the url of his youtube channel, click HERE

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Its a DEAL, then .

Today is HALLIE BULANADI's birthday .
he went to Malaysia with his family, so he wasn't able to go to his sister-in-law's birthday which is Almira's sister, ABBY ;)
LOL, thats not a joke .

Today is as i've said, "their" birthdays, ABBY's bday, we(steffi,shenead and me) went to Almira's place to celebrate.
I went with the Vinca family, felt kinda OP. T.T
then we never ate yet because we were waiting for Gerryl, after a few mins, went down, went to Sun plaza to go and fetch Gerryl the part time worker from Orchard, LOL. then we saw a woman, abusing her 1 maybe 2 year old son, his son was grasping for air as he cries to her mother whose been slapping, pushing, pulling him for the past 5-10 mins, i think. Shenead and I wanted to strangle the mum already.
After a few mins, went inside to wait for Gerryl, we walked ryt pass him, but Steffi's eyes were fast, and saw him walking just there.
Then walked again back to Almira's place.
Then we ate, Gerryl is so shameless you know.
he took like two plates of spaghetti and half plate of the lumpia vegetable, and 1 stem of grapes! my gosh! and he finished it all too.
i was laughing my ass off, bcuz his mouth was full of 5 grapes i think and he was smiling like a siao person LOL
then after that, went to Sherealyn's place to have a heart-to-heart talk with her because she said she's feeling OP when she's with us,
so we sorted things out with her,
then went home, dad scolded me for bothering steffi,shenead and ara to bring me back to the bus stop and asked me how come i cant go home alone, and bla bla bla, crap.
then end of story
pics on my friendster, go and check it out if u want

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